Like alot of you, I enjoyed giving talks and did so for many years at every level. I was always taught the need to "not waste people's time." I took pride in dissecting the information. I spoke to the audience with the authority of someone who took the information seriously and saw the importance of it in their own life. Although I received many accolades for my ability, I only felt satisfied when someone mentioned a particular point that affected them or touched their heart.
I don't give talks anymore...out of choice. I do miss the idea of being used by the holy spirit and for just one minute helping someone recognize how they are unique in God's sight, that someone cares for them, that life is worth living, that Jesus did everything that needs to be done for your salvation, all of those things that I thought made the person more of an individual than part of the collective.
I am dismayed by the utter lack of effort made by most of the brothers I hear nowadays. The brothers with the dramatic voices that would be better off reading audio books then giving talks. The burnt out elders that use the same illustrations or stories. The brothers who read from the outline or go over every point, not making any formal application of it. It is obvious to me that they simply don't care that they "waste my time." Shoot, give me the outline and let me read it to myself! At least, that way, I don't have to get dressed up and put on a tie!
SOP